To my valentine!

I know you love me in your special ways

Sometimes kiss and sometimes other ways

A sparkle of smile and that shy gaze I see

Sometimes hands and sometimes words

A little help here and a little mess there

But all in all it's love I care

I know you love me in your special ways

I know you want me to know

That you love me all the time

You know we speak different languages and all

But we both mean the same, come on

Love is what keeps us whole

Day and night it shines with us

I know you love me in your special ways

I know when in love there is no date and time

All we know is love each other all the time

It is not a switch to turn it ON

But a feeling that carries ON

And I love you so much and on and on

All the time I don't know how it goes on

Sometimes I smile thinking of you

Sometimes I am angry because of you

But it's still love that i do to you

Happiness and glee fill me in

With you in my thoughts all the time

I know there is no date or time

To tell you that I love you now 

But you know so busy we are

Always managing chores that we have 

So I think we need a special day

When I take some time out

To write my love for the love of my life

And let you know that you are the special one

Always have been the cherished one

No matter if I punch you or smile

I always feel the love for you guy

I so much love you now and ever

It's not going to change ever

We will be together forever and ever.

Sands in the Hands

Does it feel like Sands in the hands?
You reach where you
Always wanted to be
You do everything you
Always wanted to do
And then suddenly
It feels like sands in the hands!!!!!!!!!
Why did I do this?
What was I
thinking all the time?
It doesn’t feel
The way I
thought it would!
And it all feels like
Sands in the hands…
You try to grip it hard
And it just slips all off
You panic
And hold it tighter
And it drains through
All the sieves of Hands
And it was all sand
That you were
Chasing all along!
Does it feel like sands in the hands?????????

Aaj kuchh Andhera sa hai

Yahan aaj Kuchh

Andhera sa hai

Dil aaj kuchh

Dooba Dooba sa hai

Ek aahat hui

Toh kuchh

Ghabrahat si hui

Na jaane aaj kyon

Sab kuchh

Sehma sehma sa hai

Pata hai ki ek din

Ujaala bhi aayega

Muskurahat se

Ek din Sunahla

Bhi ho jayege

Pata hai ki khushiyan

Kuchh zyada

Door nahi hain

Par fir bhi aaj

Kuchh andhera sa hai.

Kya ho jo yeh raat

Andheri hi reh jaye?

Dar lagta hai kahin

Ham akele na ho jayen.

Aise toh kabhi

Hum darte naa the

Par aaj aise hi

Kyon sab

Geela geela sa hai.

Yoohin Dil

Ghabraya sa hai.

Pata hai hamein

Ki jo aaj tum hote

Toh aise hum

Yoon seham jaate nahi

Par pata hamein

Ki ab bas kuchh din hi

Aise door rehna hai

Fir toh bas roshni

Ka basera hai

Par fir bhi

Aaj kuchh andhera sa hai.

CORNER

I feel like rolling like a ball
And just lie in one corner
Corner of my room
Corner of this world
When I can’t be the centre
Centre of your heart
Then will lie in one corner
Where no one
Can see me again!
It’s just so sad
To be left all alone
Take care of myself
All the time all alone.
It kills me to be dependent
But this what I need
I don’t know if I can
Be more and more nice
Sweet and calm and nice!
Everything is cold
So cold like an Ice!
Waiting for the Ice
To make me numb again
So numb that I don’t feel
Don’t feel and think again.
Will roll in one corner
And stay there forever
then
Will not think again
Will not feel again.

Strange

With no words
I know
That you love me for sure.
I know that words
Are not that you want
To let you know
How I feel for you?
But yet I write
The words from my heart
To let you know
What you mean to me?
I don’t want to let
Any word
Or no word
Mean anything
Other than what I really feel…
What I feel for you…
Whatever you do
Or whatever you say
But please don’t forget
That I still love you today.
I might just complain
And crib and cry
But let me tell you
That I still love you.
I might just say
That you hurt me and all
But don’t you know
That I still love you?
If no love
Would have felt no pain
How do I tell you
This again and again?
I can wake up every morning
And tell you again
And tell you every night
Before you close
Your eyes to dream
That I love you now
And will love you forever.
I am scared and worried
Cause that is what I learnt
but don’t you know
why I worry
because I always loved you
the way I do that
now and ever
and will do that forever.
Love you…..

I still love you the same

I remember holding you in my hands
And I was so scared to hold you tight!

I held you for hours in my arms untiringly
And wove a thousand dreams unsleepingly…

I touched your soft skin so tenderly
And smelled your baby fragrance so lovingly.

I remember every feeling and every moment!

Now I see you growing up
Into a young lady
And I still want to hold you tight.

It hurts to see you struggling
And I wonder how silently you do that!
I wonder what miseries and mysteries
You hide in the silence of your words
That no one can hear!

My heart aches to see you
And let you go through this all
How alone you must be feeling now!

But darling I am there
Still holding your hand
The way I held yours
When we were happy and gay.

I wish to hold you like a baby you were
And save you from the world
Which is cruel as ever.

But one thing I can never change is that
We can never change the world like that
We walk alone in the world so cruel
But darling I’ll hold your hand as ever…
As ever… and forever.
I love you dear.

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