LOST WORLD

I really don't know....just trying to survive...
but I will keep on the struggle...
I am searching for something.....
Will let you know what
when I know what am I searching for....
It is something which I will know only when I get it....
One day when I will find that something which I don't know , I will know that this is
what I was searching for!
I don't care, rather I don't want to care about anything but i will live on still.... for no one,
for myself.
I am confused, the world is so different.... so different from me....
I don't understand it and it doesn't understand me!!!!!!!
Is there another world?
I hope so........
I really need another world...
world of my own
which my little brain can understand
and
It can understand me!!!
I don't blame the world
not at all
Please don't mind.
I blame myself
for not understanding you,the World!!!
It is some lapse in my brain I guess,
but
I tried a lot to correct it,
But, I couldn't.
What can I do about it?
So there is no option left
Will have to find that other world soon....
or will Have to get back to my world
I think I was in my own world
many years back
and
I don't know when i got lost in this other world.
Anyway, I will have to find my world soon
to save, to live
or else
I will keep on struggling and surviving.