CORNER

I feel like rolling like a ball
And just lie in one corner
Corner of my room
Corner of this world
When I can’t be the centre
Centre of your heart
Then will lie in one corner
Where no one
Can see me again!
It’s just so sad
To be left all alone
Take care of myself
All the time all alone.
It kills me to be dependent
But this what I need
I don’t know if I can
Be more and more nice
Sweet and calm and nice!
Everything is cold
So cold like an Ice!
Waiting for the Ice
To make me numb again
So numb that I don’t feel
Don’t feel and think again.
Will roll in one corner
And stay there forever
then
Will not think again
Will not feel again.

Strange

With no words
I know
That you love me for sure.
I know that words
Are not that you want
To let you know
How I feel for you?
But yet I write
The words from my heart
To let you know
What you mean to me?
I don’t want to let
Any word
Or no word
Mean anything
Other than what I really feel…
What I feel for you…
Whatever you do
Or whatever you say
But please don’t forget
That I still love you today.
I might just complain
And crib and cry
But let me tell you
That I still love you.
I might just say
That you hurt me and all
But don’t you know
That I still love you?
If no love
Would have felt no pain
How do I tell you
This again and again?
I can wake up every morning
And tell you again
And tell you every night
Before you close
Your eyes to dream
That I love you now
And will love you forever.
I am scared and worried
Cause that is what I learnt
but don’t you know
why I worry
because I always loved you
the way I do that
now and ever
and will do that forever.
Love you…..

I still love you the same

I remember holding you in my hands
And I was so scared to hold you tight!

I held you for hours in my arms untiringly
And wove a thousand dreams unsleepingly…

I touched your soft skin so tenderly
And smelled your baby fragrance so lovingly.

I remember every feeling and every moment!

Now I see you growing up
Into a young lady
And I still want to hold you tight.

It hurts to see you struggling
And I wonder how silently you do that!
I wonder what miseries and mysteries
You hide in the silence of your words
That no one can hear!

My heart aches to see you
And let you go through this all
How alone you must be feeling now!

But darling I am there
Still holding your hand
The way I held yours
When we were happy and gay.

I wish to hold you like a baby you were
And save you from the world
Which is cruel as ever.

But one thing I can never change is that
We can never change the world like that
We walk alone in the world so cruel
But darling I’ll hold your hand as ever…
As ever… and forever.
I love you dear.

Zindagi humari

Taaron mein phasgai hai zindagi humari
Sitaron per pahuchne ki chaah mein....

Apno ka saath chhoot gaya
Hazaaron tak pahuchne ki chaah mein...

Jeete hain zindagi is aas mein
Ki ek din to poore honge khwaab yahin...

Kaagaz mein hisab karte hue
Chhoot gaye hain zindagi ke hisaab kai...

Kam hai saasein per kaam kai
Bhool gaye hain zindagi ke ehsaas kai...

Hurdum dhoondhte hain naye saath kai
Kyon bhool gaye chhod chuke hain apne saath kahin...

Today is the only Day

I know today is the only day
Donno if there is another day!

Don’t know how many?
How many and how much?
Got hurt and cried
Coz I didn’t care
Or I was
Too selfish to see
To see and feel
But today I say
Sorry to all.
Coz I know
Sorry means nothing
But there is nothing
Else that I can do now!

To the past I say sorry
And thank you to all
Who made my life
A pleasure to live
As I opened,
My eyes to a new day
You all were there
To make it bright.
I stepped in the future
Which is today
Coz you all stood by me.

And I wanna tell you
That I always loved you
And I Love you today
And will love you forever
If there was another day!
As I know that Today
Is the only day.
Today I decide
To tell you that
I cared and loved
From the core I have
Which is pure as a child.
But there may not be another day
I may not get another chance
To tell you that I love you.

You may not be the best one
You may not be the first one
You may not be the last one
You may not be the only one
I might keep nagging
Shouting and saying
Cribbing and crying
That I don’t like what you do
What you have or what you say
But today is the day
When I tell you this
That nothing else matters
Now that I know
That there may not be another day
What matters is only
That I love you now
And will love you forever!

Today is the only Day we have……

One More

It has been just a few days
Feels like so long
No drops shed
Feels like a sea
There is nothing that I can see
But feels like something deep
Something stuck inside
And I feel like pulling it out
But I can’t see
From where it comes out!
It is so heavy that I wonder
I wonder how I am carrying it!
The air is so fresh and fragrant
But I wonder why I can’t breathe!
There are smiles all around
But I wonder
I wonder why
It takes so much of effort
To add one more!
I wonder how simple
It is to add one more
But still so impossible
To achieve one more!

I want to fall some more....

The vacant dull feeling!
What do I do?
The ache deep inside!
What do I do?
The blurred wet eyes
see what is not!
Here I am stuck again
between passion and pain.
Life goes on and
I see no end.
I sink somewhere deep
in a dark, deep and dangerous sea.
I fall and fall from
heights not known
and float in midst
of a place unknown.
I feel the wind and
feel the chill.
I close my eyes
and feel the fall.
I still want to fall
and fall more deep.
I want to see the end
an unknown deep end!
I want my life
and want it no more
and some more
and no more.
I want to fall some more...