I want to fall some more....

The vacant dull feeling!
What do I do?
The ache deep inside!
What do I do?
The blurred wet eyes
see what is not!
Here I am stuck again
between passion and pain.
Life goes on and
I see no end.
I sink somewhere deep
in a dark, deep and dangerous sea.
I fall and fall from
heights not known
and float in midst
of a place unknown.
I feel the wind and
feel the chill.
I close my eyes
and feel the fall.
I still want to fall
and fall more deep.
I want to see the end
an unknown deep end!
I want my life
and want it no more
and some more
and no more.
I want to fall some more...