Monday, December 29, 2008

It is not that bad!!!

A sudden relief, a happiness and a smile dat I had when I met a very dear person sometime back and I realized that Time doesn't matter, events don't matter.... If the person is dear to you, he or she will always remain so....

When our eyes met
It still felt d same,
D gentle breeze.
As if there has been
No time or space
Between us.
It felt like heaven
Once again!
I am in Love all over
Again.
Only this time it will b
A selfless love
With just a hope to
See him once more
Every time I see him.

Hey...I am Still waiting

Waiting for those nights,
When I would again
See the dreams
With a Smile!!!

Waiting for the evenings,
When I would again
Try to hurry up
To reach Home!

Waiting for the mornings,
When I would again
Look for excuses,
Not to leave Home!

I hope the ‘Wait’ Ends Soon…

I am confused
And this hurts
And I am not sure
About what is to be done!
I know what I want
And I know I don’t want that.

But, for the time being
I want that those nights
Come soon to me,
When I get up in the morning
With smiles all around!!!

Friday, December 26, 2008

LOST WORLD

I really don't know....just trying to survive...
but I will keep on the struggle...
I am searching for something.....
Will let you know what
when I know what am I searching for....
It is something which I will know only when I get it....
One day when I will find that something which I don't know , I will know that this is
what I was searching for!
I don't care, rather I don't want to care about anything but i will live on still.... for no one,
for myself.
I am confused, the world is so different.... so different from me....
I don't understand it and it doesn't understand me!!!!!!!
Is there another world?
I hope so........
I really need another world...
world of my own
which my little brain can understand
and
It can understand me!!!
I don't blame the world
not at all
Please don't mind.
I blame myself
for not understanding you,the World!!!
It is some lapse in my brain I guess,
but
I tried a lot to correct it,
But, I couldn't.
What can I do about it?
So there is no option left
Will have to find that other world soon....
or will Have to get back to my world
I think I was in my own world
many years back
and
I don't know when i got lost in this other world.
Anyway, I will have to find my world soon
to save, to live
or else
I will keep on struggling and surviving.

Sunday, April 13, 2008

Do u have a heart to know the truth?

I m not gonna tell u some spicy, astonishing, mindboggling or masaledar truth abt myself ;)Its jas abt something I have noticed pretty frequently.. I have seen many people mentioning their turn offs as LIES. I dont say dat its not a Turn off....but do we ever consider dat do we have a heart or Guts to digest the truth. Not that I m in support of lies in a relationship...
But it is a truth that people do not feel good with truths. It shows up in long term, they actually dont feel good about the truths. What actually they want is a truth which sounds good to listen too...which doesnt hurt their ego or doesnt make them insecure! If it is not a goody goody truth they ultimately become unsecured, start suspecting the person and their behaviour becomes prejudiced. They make a mental make up of the person after listening to the bitter truth and it ultimately harms the relationship ( ne relationship)
So I recommend truth and transparency in every relatioship but do consider this " Can u digest the Truth?"
If u cant accept the truth or u dont like the truth den actually speaking TRUTH becomes a Turn Off.... so ultimately u will be contradicting ur own statement.