CORNER

I feel like rolling like a ball
And just lie in one corner
Corner of my room
Corner of this world
When I can’t be the centre
Centre of your heart
Then will lie in one corner
Where no one
Can see me again!
It’s just so sad
To be left all alone
Take care of myself
All the time all alone.
It kills me to be dependent
But this what I need
I don’t know if I can
Be more and more nice
Sweet and calm and nice!
Everything is cold
So cold like an Ice!
Waiting for the Ice
To make me numb again
So numb that I don’t feel
Don’t feel and think again.
Will roll in one corner
And stay there forever
then
Will not think again
Will not feel again.

Strange

With no words
I know
That you love me for sure.
I know that words
Are not that you want
To let you know
How I feel for you?
But yet I write
The words from my heart
To let you know
What you mean to me?
I don’t want to let
Any word
Or no word
Mean anything
Other than what I really feel…
What I feel for you…
Whatever you do
Or whatever you say
But please don’t forget
That I still love you today.
I might just complain
And crib and cry
But let me tell you
That I still love you.
I might just say
That you hurt me and all
But don’t you know
That I still love you?
If no love
Would have felt no pain
How do I tell you
This again and again?
I can wake up every morning
And tell you again
And tell you every night
Before you close
Your eyes to dream
That I love you now
And will love you forever.
I am scared and worried
Cause that is what I learnt
but don’t you know
why I worry
because I always loved you
the way I do that
now and ever
and will do that forever.
Love you…..