Sands in the Hands

Does it feel like Sands in the hands?
You reach where you
Always wanted to be
You do everything you
Always wanted to do
And then suddenly
It feels like sands in the hands!!!!!!!!!
Why did I do this?
What was I
thinking all the time?
It doesn’t feel
The way I
thought it would!
And it all feels like
Sands in the hands…
You try to grip it hard
And it just slips all off
You panic
And hold it tighter
And it drains through
All the sieves of Hands
And it was all sand
That you were
Chasing all along!
Does it feel like sands in the hands?????????